They're gonna clean up your looks
With all the lies in the books
To make a citizen out of you
Because they sleep with a gun
And keep an eye on you, son
So they can watch all the things you do
Because the drugs never work
They're gonna give you a smirk
'Cause they got methods of keeping you clean
They're gonna rip up your heads,
Your aspirations to shreds
Another cog in the murder machine
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
The boys and girls in the clique
The awful names that they stick
You're never gonna fit in much, kid
But if you're troubled and hurt
What you got under your shirt
Will make them pay for the things that they did
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
Ohhh yeah!
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
All together now!
Teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
[x2]
- Teenagers by My Chemical Romance
Sigh.. I've got to start studying SOON (as soon as I stop slacking. haha.). Especially when I am sitting beside hardworking Amanda who started studying already! OMG I feel stressed. Haha.. But I started ONE MEASLY page of Biology already. First time I start soooo early ok. Last 2 years I won't start until at least after the school holidays or rather just under 2 weeks before the exam. Well, I nearly died for 2 years. So I shall TRY to start earlier. Actually it doesn't really make any difference since we have more hard core mugger subjects now. Thank god Geog is over. Or else I should just get my coffin ready already. Hey I already got a tombstone at Bt Timah Hill ok =).
Anw.. the Hwa Chong exchange people are officially back. And I missed them SOOOOO much..... NOT. NOT. NOT. Haha. No lah.. It's more fun having them back. Our classroom seemed so empty. But quiet. And PEACEFUL. Haha.
let your heart out.
o.0 I feel completely fat. Like F-A-T. FAT. I should really eat lunch in school instead of at home. My mom forces sooo much food down my buccal cavity. I mean, seriously, I am beginning to suspect that my parents are in on a conspiracy to make me overweight. Huge bowl of maggie + fried fish + satay meat + kueh lopez or smth. In case you noobs don't know what that is, it is this nonya keuh with lots of coconut and sugary stuff.
Bleh.. I totally dont' feel like doing homework.
This is my second post in less than 24 hours. I should really be saving all this time and words for my two Lit essays and one English compo and one letter.
Tingfang sooo sad. Haha. Forgot to buy her pen during recess. I didn't want to wait for her after school. So I made her go down to the bookshop to buy by herself. BUTT she forgot the bookshop is closed. Haha. Later her pen run out during Geog test she will just cry.
By the way, as a warning, do NOT, I repeat do NOT accept anything Wijaya sends if she hasn't sent it to you. You will regret it. ALOT. And for that matter Brenda too.. especially if the file is called MY PHOTOS.......
let your heart out.
shucks. I take forever to write essays. I am so going to die for Lit, English, SS tests. DIEE.. 4 hours to finish one essay. I suck.
Nvm.. I won't suck so much if u go to... http://gdev.nyp.edu.sg/docs/sgcc/registration/VotingEntry.php?entry=24 to vote for my game =).. hahha. I feel so shameless and despo.. but yess. i do NOT want to get last.
let your heart out.
I hate Sundays sometimes. It's the end of the weekends and Monday a.k.a start slogging your guts out day, starts in less than 24 hours.
Bleh. Yesterday when to Novena with Tingfang and Michell Wijaya then to Esplanade with Tingfang and Mel Leong for stupid English project. But we were late by ONE HOUR ok! I have never ever been so late in my entire life. And who is to blame? Michell Wijaya and TF of course. I am always early! And as usual I was the first to reach Novena. I rock. I am such a punctual person. Unlike certain people. Well, late is still BETTER than never. And who NEVER EVEN came to Esplanade for English Project. My dear old friend from Primary School, Subha. WTH. Really if she screws it up, that's it man. It's over. And she dares make UNFOUNDED claims that I BULLED her in Primary School. WTV. Ask anyone you like. I did no such thing. Complete bullshit. It's not my fault that you are so UNRESPONSIBLE for one.
I hate IE also. Keeps restarting.
I miss my thumbdrive. Thank god I didn't lose my phone. I still remember that day ok!
let your heart out.
Finally it's Friday. Thank god for weekends. No school no need to think so much. My brain needs a rest.
Anyways.. I'm really really happy! Our group got into the second round of SGCC. Yay! At least got merit award ok! And we are the only all girls' school. =) But then.. my whole September holidays are GONEEEEEEEE...........
Literature really turns me off now. It's like a slack period for me now. I hate it so much I just want to drop the subject. But obviously I can't since my SS is like shit. But back to Lit. I just can't do Lit nowadays! Why did I even choose to do Lit in the first place! Let me recap shall I. Well its because I did well enough in lower Secondary AND SCGS is suppossed to have GOOD Lit teachers. What happened to all that. GONE with a POOF. My Lit grade tumbled by like 3 grades! And Lit teachers nowadays suck. They contradict themselves. And their statements are hardly any of the devices they teach (e.g. oxymoron, antithesis, paradox and wtv). There is no truth. First they say only personal response is needed. No need elaboration. You can even write in point form. Then AFTER we do the test. They change their minds and say there must be more elaboration. And mark us DOWN for it. !?!?! What sense does it make. NO sense. I hate all of them.
Presented SS project today. I hope I didn't majorly screw up. Some parts of the video were seriously botched up. All thanks to me. Why am I such a sucker. And Danielle had to come and tell TingFang she thinks we got 48 for the video. 48 / SEVENTY. OMG. I will just kill people. I sacrificed my sleep time for two nights and all my homework was undone just for 68.6%!!! AAHHH. Sigh.
I feel extremely DEPRIVED and LACKING IN SOMETHING. And why the sudden feeling of emptiness? Because I left my beloved thumbdrive in school. Which has all the wonderful songs I downloaded in it. Including 1973 by James Blunt. It is freaking nice and a new song. All of you should listen to it. I NEED MY THUMBDRIVE. WHERE IS IT??????
According to a certain SOMEONE with a name which starts with K, my blogskin is totally not me. Therefore I shall start looking for a skin which is me. Actually what IS ME?
I WANT my Photoshop CS 3. My dad better not forget!
P.S. Tingfang. The guy was really cute. Haha.
let your heart out.
Social Studies sucks. It is a disaster. In fact combined humanities suck. This is impossible. I thought I would get at least a B3 this term for SS. Or rather higher than Elec Geog for first term. That was horrible enough. Then comes SS. Heck, even my Chinese grade has never ever been lower than SS. 50%. 50%. 50%. I feel like such a loser. People are scoring like at least 75% ok. I shall not name people. But I am a loser.
But really I think our teachers suck. Case study no. 1: Literature. By far the subject with the worst teachers. First teacher: Ms. Jocelyn Chua. A relief teacher a.k.a one woman stand up comedist who wears ghastly boots which she thinks are oh so fashionable. GROSS. Second teacher: Ms. Samatha Toh. Smart ass who is very bimbotic and talks non-stop BY HERSELF and nearly went the Math and Science way. Very unfortunately thats the best Lit teacher we had this term. Third teacher: Mr Tan. Wierd guy who looks more like an Ah Beng selling handphones than a Lit teacher (thought courtesy of Nat Ng). Fourth and current teacher: Mrs Neo. I'm not even sure she is a qualified teacher. She was suppossed to be a parent volunteer. Now? She suddenly became a new addition to the school. What happened to SCGS Lit teachers???? All dead I supposse.
English isn't faring very well either. First we had Ms Chua who was good but strict. At least she was good. Then we had Ms Wong. Very nice and good. But now.. we have Ms Sharon. Not good AND strict. WTH. She treats us like primary school kids.
I shall just forget about all those gross things. And remember the funnier things in life. =). May is soooooo stupid and funny. What's her prefectorial duty today?? According to her its to turn off all the lights and fans during recess or something like that. What's her REAL duty?? Gate duty. In the morning. Before flag raising. How smart.
I shall go do SS project now. All together, cross your fingers that it will turn out well so that I will at least get 60% for average. Highly doubtful considering that we have one a half days to do it.
let your heart out.
My weekend starts TODAY. My holiday that is all of FIVE days starts today I am sooo happy. Well technically, it isn't really a holiday. The teachers piled us up with HOMEWORK and TESTS. 5 days to study for two topics of bio - Human transport system and Excretion. *I am so happy* First topic - I haven't even read a word. It was a self-study topic. And I lack ALOT of self motivation. Second topic - Not quite sure I absorbed a thing of it during lesson. Except for dissection =)
CE period today was entertaining + wierd + boring. Haha. Not sure you can have all that rolled into one. But really I think WIERD outweighs all the rest. The presenter is this lawyer-by-training fellow who can't really speak and TF can't stand the way he speaks. Seriously doubt his credibility. Well, we, or rather I, concluded why he might be here in school giving us a talk on The Constitution : -
1. He is a LOUSY lawyer
2. The school paid him alot
3. Relative of someone.
I HATEEE Ms Gohhh. Never mind that she doesn't even teach me. She probably isn't even aware of my existence. BUT. BUT. BUT. She spoiled me, TF's and MW's plan to watch that Thai horror show 'Alone'. What other holidays do we get to go out and watch it in the cinema before it stops screening???? NONE. ZILCH. This is the only chance. And NICE Ms Goh has to force the full geog girls to go for geog remedial after National Day Celebrations. We should just drag her to the cinema to watch the show. Maybe, just maybe, she will die of shock there.
let your heart out.
Start of a brand new month today - August. Month of national day. But I am feeling so uninspired... It's been so long since I blogged by the way. Bogged down by homework and projects!
Finally finished my SGCC project, Eng fairytale and SS news articles. I handed in the last one like wat 5 days late. At least most people handed in on the same day as me. At least I'm part of the majority ok! UNLIKE chinese letter to parents. It was due like wat one week before school ended last term. But smart me hasn't handed it up yet. And she suppossedly is going to minus one mark for everyday that it is late. God. That means that I have a negative mark. But never mind I shall just do it. I do NOT want to fail my ying yong wen component. Not happening. But I have to write TWO letters now ok! Because me, UWO 1 and Jeannette have decide that we need to do write an apology letter to apologize to Feng Rong for the 2 month late homework. What nice people we are. I just hopes she doesn't go the way of Mrs Lim Siew Joo and say '我可不是垃圾桶. 让你们把不要的东西丢进去! 把这份烂东西拿回去! 我不会收的!.. Haha. Of course Mrs Lim said it in English to Shalini in case you are so dense you didn't know. But seriously if Feng Rong says that I am going to hate her for the rest of my life and make her remaining time teaching SY horrible. I feel evil manz..
Had double Bio and Phy lesson today. Which equals to 3 hour and 20 min of practicals all beside the *lovely* Mel Leong. And as usual we laughed like shit. Screwed up so many things. But at least our hydrogencarbonate turned a nice shade of orange/yellow. Unlike TF's. HAHAHA. Hope we dont' screw up again. According to Mel Leong she is going to be able to write a book on what stupid things I do. More like SHE does.
We were doing our experiment on crickets during Bio today. And everyone was screaming like shit. I didn't take my cricket. Cheryl Lim caught mine and Mel's one. Brave girl. Surprisingly Tf went up to catch it. Nothing is ever going to surprise me again man. But thank god it wasn't lizards. Tf a.k.a the wierd girl would rather lizards. I think if it was lizards I would:
1. Faint.
2. Cry.
3. Vomit (highly likely)
4. Get out of the lab.
Haha. That's how scared of lizards I am.
let your heart out.