They're gonna clean up your looks
With all the lies in the books
To make a citizen out of you
Because they sleep with a gun
And keep an eye on you, son
So they can watch all the things you do
Because the drugs never work
They're gonna give you a smirk
'Cause they got methods of keeping you clean
They're gonna rip up your heads,
Your aspirations to shreds
Another cog in the murder machine
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
The boys and girls in the clique
The awful names that they stick
You're never gonna fit in much, kid
But if you're troubled and hurt
What you got under your shirt
Will make them pay for the things that they did
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
Ohhh yeah!
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
All together now!
Teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
[x2]
- Teenagers by My Chemical Romance
I realise my Mt Everest made up of homework has not been going down over this past one month of holidays. It's just been piling up as my dad asks me to do more and more things. I hope the teachers were just joking about exams when school reopens. I haven't touched any! Haven't done any projects except for literature. And I haven't even finished reading Midsummer's Night. No to correct that statement, I have not touched MND since school closed. I hate myself for my lack of determination. I have been watching senseless stuff on youtube and playing senseless games. I AM senseless... I hate holidays sometimes. Where's my perserverance!!!!
Talking about perserverance and determination, I hate myself even more. I was supposse to jog13 rounds round the park today just to maintain my standard of sunday.. but what did I do instead, I lacked determination and I only finished 9 rounds ok! WTF. After what three days of slacking away because of the rain.. I hate year end. And at like 9pm I still went to eat tang yuan!! ZOMG so fattening..Just in case you were wondering, one round is 600m =D Still, I have never ran so much in the past. I love myself. :D
I think I'm quite contradictory :D
let your heart out.
I feel MOTIVATED. Been helping my dad with his catalogue. And I am feeling happy about it! The more I do the more I feel like doing. =) Went to Lot 1 Mac's to study Literature with May today. We studied for like about 2 hours plus. Since she came like 40 minutes late!! Tsk tsk. What punctual girl. Well, we didn't study that much considering that Literature is sooo boring. I wanted to sleep. We should be studying on Thursday again! Hopefully something else. Then we went jogging with my dad.. Haha. I jogged like about 5.4km! =) I have never jogged so much ever. Haha. Thats why I feel motivated. =)
There's something wrong with my pipe system at home. It's making so much noise. I hate it. Tomorrow the plumber's coming. And my mom is bringing my brother to school in the morning. He's like doing backstage for De La Salle's play. Haha. About Charlotte's Web or whatever.
I love my parents =) [I don't know why either :D]
let your heart out.
I have nothing to do. I am bored. Well... Nothing to do isn't really correct considering the mountain of homework I have. BUT I am bored. Therefore I am doing brainless but interesting and fun stuff.. Haha. Such as.... Wiki-ing old old animated films :D... Like I never knew they were THAT old.. Snow White was in the late 1930s Thats very old. Little Mermaid was in 1989.. Cinderella was in erm I'm not sure when. But OLD too. Anastasia was very new though. 1997. Sleeping Beauty is uber old. But unfortuantely I LOVE them. I think I have this wierd thing for fairy tales =). But they are soo niceeeee. I think that I can watch them over and over ok. And the songs are so nice. Besides, I think that the old cartoons are so much better. Not to mention An American Tail !! I ABSOLUTELY LOVED THAT ONE =).. The new cartoons are all quite bleh. Like The Robinsons' Family Or Whatever lah. They never top the charts anymore. Except for well Shrek. But I HATED Shrek. Never mind about that. These cartoons were like sooo popular. Classics I tell you. Which reminds me I'm probably going to rewatch all of these or at least read the stories again! And I mean the ABRIDGED version :D. Disney rocks. I think my favourite is.... SLEEPING BEAUTY AND ANASTASIA. I'm not sure why I like sleeping beauty though ! Anastasia is nice lah. It has such a beautiful story. Not to mention the soundtrack. Land Before Time is very nice also! The song by Diana Ross is even nicer!! If we hold on together.. In fact I am listening to it on Youtube. Rocks. I have been listening to old songs. Very old songs. Its nice once in a while. =)
I just like almost ALMOST finished my Ying ye 3+1. Ming Dao and Qiao En are like super uber cute. The chemistry is DARN good. I have like seldom seen such good chemistry. If only they were together in real life. Well.. they are the reason why I am watching the show. The storyline isn't really strong.. WHO CARES =)
let your heart out.
Bleh. My house is like a breeding ground of animals ! I hate it. Lizards Lizards and More Lizards. What they like my house that much issit. Well too bad. I hate them. They should just get they freaking asses and legs out of my house. Then there are butterflies, moths, flies, grasshoppers!?!?! Crockroaches and etc etc etc. I hate my house!!!. I need the pest buster. I think Amanda would die if she lives in my house. What the hell is the use for these idiot pests other than maintianing the darn food cycle. I don't see how moths can help me. Well probably maybe they do. But I dont' really care now. Actually I'm not that scared of moths. Lizards sucks. Only thing they do is eat insects. I would really rather insects than lizards. I think they are the grossesst creatures ever. The gecko to be exact. To be more exact there is a scientific name which I cannot remember.
Other than pests.. My life is so boring. It revolves around my house, my grandmom's house, Lot 1 (-.-'), Bt Timah food court, and occasionaly someone's house. No where else. I can't even remember the last time I was in Orchard. Wait I DO remember. I think that was like sometime during the June holidays when I went to watch Ocean's Thirteen. What the hell. The other time was in Suntec for SGCC. That doesn't count. Then maybe esplanade to do project. Not counted either. The last time I was somewhere near town (other than my school) was when I went to Newton with Wijaya and TingFang. God, I cant' even remember the last time I shopped. (Maybe yesterday since I bought a pants. But not counted either.. It was at Lot 1 [again].. and my mom made me buy it after ONE try at the dressing room. A miracle by all acounts I didn't take a day to decide). Well, not that it matters anyway.. I'm not that avid a fan of shopping. I know of people who will die if they dont' shop for like a week or two. I think the last time I actually did some shopping for MYSELF was before Chinese New Year. I think I rock. =)
let your heart out.