They're gonna clean up your looks
With all the lies in the books
To make a citizen out of you
Because they sleep with a gun
And keep an eye on you, son
So they can watch all the things you do
Because the drugs never work
They're gonna give you a smirk
'Cause they got methods of keeping you clean
They're gonna rip up your heads,
Your aspirations to shreds
Another cog in the murder machine
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
The boys and girls in the clique
The awful names that they stick
You're never gonna fit in much, kid
But if you're troubled and hurt
What you got under your shirt
Will make them pay for the things that they did
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
Ohhh yeah!
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
All together now!
Teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
[x2]
- Teenagers by My Chemical Romance
Sigh, the rain is bugging me. Even though, I think black clouds in the sky look much more realistic than white clouds in the sky which appear as fluffly cotton floss. According to Cheryl, that's what make the white clouds realistic, as do writers always describe their white clouds. But then again, I dont' expect to grab a fistful of cotton candy if I do, in any possibilty, grab a fistful of clouds. Right, I'm wierd. But honestly God needs to stop letting his eyes flow so easily so that I (and I'm sure many others) can go jogging to lose all my unwanted fats.
I don't think I have ever written in such 'flowery language' in my blog ever before, but I so need to improve my English after another horrid English lesson. My narrative sucks. Well, I think Ms Choo think it sucks because there is no plot. But.. some short stories don't have a plot too! Like the ones in Island voices! STUPID. That's why I say double standards. Maybe my narrative was just an abstract piece of work?? :D. Who knows. It might be worth millions in future. Get your hands on it now ! More demoralising was my lack of vocab for oral. SIGH.
Honestly, more than I ever have in my entire life, I hate school. Why do I have that feeling every time its my last year in a school? Maybe because of the major exams we have. Maybe the government should just abolish such rigid examinations so that we can enjoy the process of learning more? Of course, I'm well aware of the existence of certain people on this face of Earth who actually ENJOY exams. Well, suffice to say, they are freaks. They enjoy depriving themselves of the joys of life such as watching television and randomly watching hilarious videos on youtube. In my opinion, they are probably in the same league as those who cut themselves. Honestly.
let your heart out.
The week just went by incredibly boring and fast. Almost one week since the start of holidays. I spent every single day of the week slacking in front of the computer and refusing to move my big fat ass. Wow what a motivated girl I am for someone taking the Os
The teachers are really annoying me. Seriously. And my CA1 sucks. So Badly. I want to tear it up and eat it.
I don't understand the problem with teachers holding us back forever during assembly and talking as if we WANT to hear them talk. NOT. Well I must say the people with the biggest egos are teachers. Not surprised many of them are suffering from mental illness. I would really appreciate it if people such as *takes a breath* Ms Beh, Mrs Chia, Ms Goh and Feng Rong would perhaps mysteriously be struck with oh maybe schizophrenia? That would get them out of my life for a looooooooooooong time.
Still with the unhappiness I have with school, I am really not happy about the whole handphone rule. We can only use them in the canteen and the area outside the ballet room? Whats wrong with them? What happened to progessing? It seems to have gone backwards. Last year we could use them along the CCA corridors and the Peranakan Garden. So much so for progression.
Furthermore, I thought the school advocated simulating a working life for us. Remember the whole shit about us being not suppossed to pee in the middle of lessons because that is what its like during meetings? Well if that analogy holds, the school should be the company and lesson times meetings. Are workers not allowed to use handphones after their meetings? I should supposse not? Complete double standards. That's why school is crap
let your heart out.
Oh wow. It's the March holidays already. Time just flew by didn't it. Before I know it it will be next year and I will be cussing myself over not working hard enough at this point of time. I know I will. Definitely I will be doing that. What a bleak future for me.
Well, my present isn't too much brighter either. Literature lessons in school for one hour for two days just dampens my mood even further. It's plain stupid. Can't it be 2 hours for one day and save me the trouble of going back to school twice. Thats one dollar saved and if my dad sends me 1.50 + petrol fees. IF I took the bus, petrol is also used! So therefore, the teachers are just trying to waste oil, send oil prices up, cause more conflicts between oil rich countries, cause other related products to increase in price and cause inflation and a greater income disparity. Ok I am crapping. Probably because of the lack of sleep caused by the wonderful thoughtful considerate literature teachers again. I love them.
Let's face it, holidays are still the best times. No need to sleep and wake up early. I feel more energetic already! And I've been toying with photoshop recently. Really cool. Cooler than Illustrator since I don't have ready made manufactured art skills. The effects are darn cool, but shall not post them here since I don't use my own photos. I dont' want to get caught and thrown to jail. I'm sure u won't want that either. You will miss me to you die won't you. :D
let your heart out.
I need to move out of this pathetic week. This pathetic pathetic pathetic week. Everything's going wrong all the time. I lost my wallet for one day. With my IC in it. Great. Fantastic. Thank god I found it or else I would have to spend 100 bucks. And my head will be on the floor.
Amaths test didn't serve well to boost my morale. Neither did SS. I felt even more demoralised during English. My vocabulary bank is like 0. There is no money inside the bank. Zilch. Ms Choo kept emphasizing on vocabulary and all the words she said, I understood, but I didn't know how to use it. I guess I'm just going to have be contend with failing my English o lvl orals.
Then for some reason I got incredibly pissed off with teachers. I don't understand why we must keep quiet while waiting for some lousy presenter who is late for her presentation! I mean we aren't exactly mute. Neither are we brainless folks who cannot think and voice our opinions. Don't they think that we will get very bored and restless when we are sitting on the cold hard floor and waiting for somebody who is late. Freaking late. What is the deal with it. And they get so pissed off with us talking. Its just TALKING. It's not like its the seven cardinal sins or some heinous crime. Maybe 10 years later it will be a federal crime. Ha.
Watched American Idol yesterday. The guy's night of course. Don't you think they are so funnyae. Now there are two gay guys with one who performs lap dancing nude for male customers and another incredibly funny Danny Noriega. He is so handsome! If only he wasn't gay. If only. Know what you are thinking! *WHATEVER. With the simon cowell - danny noriega made famous one handed moose sign*
let your heart out.