They're gonna clean up your looks
With all the lies in the books
To make a citizen out of you
Because they sleep with a gun
And keep an eye on you, son
So they can watch all the things you do
Because the drugs never work
They're gonna give you a smirk
'Cause they got methods of keeping you clean
They're gonna rip up your heads,
Your aspirations to shreds
Another cog in the murder machine
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
The boys and girls in the clique
The awful names that they stick
You're never gonna fit in much, kid
But if you're troubled and hurt
What you got under your shirt
Will make them pay for the things that they did
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
Ohhh yeah!
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
All together now!
Teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
[x2]
- Teenagers by My Chemical Romance
But just a note, Queen Elizabeth the movie is very good. I just rewatched it a couple of days ago (using my studying time). I watched it like seven years ago when I was in primary two. Haha. Obviously I didn't understand much. But now, I just realised how really good it is. The love story between Queen Elizabeth I and Sir Robert (is it? Or is it William.. Smth like that) is so tragic. She was goddamn evil to him at the end. But he cheated her. They are such complex characters. I am so going to watch Queen Elizabeth I: SOME WORDS WHICH I CAN'T REMEMBER. I want to watch Nanny Diaries also. Obviously I do not have enough money or time to watch all the shows I want to watch, so the rest, I am going to watch at home on the DVD. The more economical and smart choice :)
A week ago on this day, my legs were shaking, my head was spinning, I screwed up and we were all extremely sad.
let your heart out.
let your heart out.
The poster itself with the template. We were no. 17!!! See our big big beautiful names! =)
The picture we used for our poster. So nice right. Josephine did it. It was originally dark blue. But abit clashing. Jason advised us to change the colour. Which was so right, I mean, he is a design student.. Thank god Josephine knew how to do this.
I love our poster. LALALA. Don't know how many times I said this already. We blur blur forgot to save into our thumbdrive. Thank god Jason emailed his teacher and his teacher sent it to Gerald who sent it to us. Well, he sent the poster one. We asked him for the other one again. Haha.
So many good friends were made during SGCC. Too bad we didnt' win, or the whole experience would have been so much better. But good enough for me !
let your heart out.
Then double English got switched to double AMaths! OMG I can't take AMaths anymore. Or rather I can't stand Ms Beh. She tries her darnest to use every single second. Double AMaths. I wanted to sleep. Until we started doing questions. I didn't understand half a word she said. I still can't believe we had double AMaths. My brain was fried after that. Why is Ms Beh so free.
The Science talk and the Science Centre was very funny. =) Went with May and TingFang. It was so funny. But then because I was sitting right in front and in the centre, the presenter wanted to throw a bowling ball down my head ok! And he started using me as an example as to what would happen if my head was being flung against a windscreen at 60km/h -.-'. But it was all fun. And I went to the toilet like so many times again. I think there's something wrong with my bladder. May called me 'toilet queen'. I am not the toilet queen ok! Asri can be the toilet queen. Since she's perfect she can be queen then. But then I was thinking about something else also during the talk: How can that Dr David smth be suchh a natural presenter. I mean he is sooo engaging and interesting. I can't help thinking of how boring Mr Lee was when he demonstrated the same thing to us. And I couldn't help but start thinking of the disastrous presentation on Friday.
Well.. Talking about SGCC, here's a rundown, since some people are like confused after my previous previous post of the photos one:
Day 1 - Workshop. Totally boring and quiet. I think the boring lecturer made me feel boring and not wanting to talk. Found out our technical student leader is going to be Gerald.
Day 2 - Went back to school really early in the morning for Chemistry SPA titration practice. Another boring workshop. Haha. Then we went to brainstorm for ideas with our student leaders Gerald and Jason. Nice people. But then we were totally dried up for ideas. I think people like them and the Fuhua are incredible for being so creative.
Day 3 - Continue making the game. But I cut my hand in the morning on the disgusting bus. The one with no aircons. And I had to close the window the wrong way.. resulting in a lot of blood.... Heheh.. but it was fun
Day 4 - Can't remember much except for staying until quite late at NYP trying to complete the game. Obviously we didn't. Then I went home to add more things into the game. But Mr Teh's stupid CD is the old version. Had to dl a 50mb patch after getting the link from Jason. Damn tired that day. Finished what I wanted to finish at like 12.30 and sent it to Gerald really late. Haha he wasn't even suppossed to come that day. Lucky he came. Or else we probably wouldn't have finished.
Day 5 - Jason didnt' come today. So all the photos didnt' have him because Mr Teh took photos today =) (refer to the previous previous post). ALOT of last minute scares before presentation. Everything decided not to work although we did everything correctly! I had to import sound clips like at least 3 times because it all decided not to work.. We had to hide all the stupid bugs. Damn freaky. But our presentation still sucked. But still all the student leaders helped us alot =) Esp Jason, Gerald, Azman, Ilham etc etc. Oh yeah I drew the card for Jason for the present Mr Teh bought while Asri drew the one for Gerald. Then went home and drew another two more for the one me and Lydia shared. Haha Asri and Josephine shared theirs also. Well.. Should have taken a photo of the cards. I'm PROUD of it ok. One of the SUPER DUPER FEW times where I drew something that's mildly presentable. =)
Day 6 - Suntec Convention. Went with Lydia to buy the presents first since we were early. After that we walked around the convention hall and started sms-ing people to vote for us! I saw the number first ok! I am SOOOOO observant =). Then Gerald came and we took some photos. Jason was late again. So no photos lo. Then we went for prize presentation rehearsal. Well, deep down I guess I knew we wouldn't win already. Congratulations to those teams that won. Especially The Blender Benders =). Well, Lydia's parents were very nice. Then, I got interviewed by Ch 8. I did an interview in English also lah. But the news clip sucked. I look so fat. And my grandma somemore say I put on alot of weigh ok. Super blunt. Made me even more sad than I already was. Later, Asri, Lydia and Josephine went out with the student leaders. I couldn't make it because of my dad's birthday dinner =(. Well, at least I felt filial =).
In short, everyday was just fun =)
Ok lah, so freaking long this post. I shall do Biology Quiz now. Hate all the teachers.
let your heart out.
Why can't we let it go.
I am really feeling very under.
I don't feel like going to school tomorrow.
Can I hide under my bed
And stay there
Away from everybody else.
A thousand apologies once again.
That has got to be the worst poem technically-wise. It doesn't even matter if you don't understand what I am talking about. Well, at least I did something about what I am feeling. Maybe tomorrow I will blog about SGCC. The five days I spent at NYP. Nobody seems to know what I am talking about.
let your heart out.
At the same time, the teachers are probably trying to make us nervous I think. They are freaking free lah. Keep creating quizzes for us to do - and these quizzes are damn hard - online. We haven't even learnt and they make a quiz for us. They tell us that this quiz is counted and in the end, it isn't. They tell us we have two quizzes to do. Turns out we have 3 or 4. And they just informed us of a new one today. And this is such the perfect reason for me to turn on my computer, connect to the internet and sign in to blogger and windows messenger. How the hell am I going to study for end-of-years.
Tingfang is probably moping about now. She had to miss her favourite Geography remedial to go for some wierd ICT survey. And 3 years in the school she and Mel Leong still can't figure out where the hell computer lab 4 is. Our Sec 1 classroom used to be oppossite it lah! Mel even better - she thought our school had SIX com labs. -.-' If only our school was this rich. I am super accident prone lah. During PE today, the skin on my third finger scraped off while we were playing a simplified version of hockey. Erin hit me on the finger. Haha. Retribution for hitting her head (by ACCIDENT ok) with the kayak paddle during OBS.
Heheh some photographs taken during Teacher's Day. So over due.. Stupid Tingfang lah. Never even come online.
Wijaya and ME! Haha. I look really very wierd here. Because of my posture. =)
Tingfang (is close to indecent), ME (I don't know what to say =p), Nat (mouth damn big), Wijaya (going to injure someone), Ying (haha.)
My arm posture is damn wierddddd. But I like this photo. Except for Nat. Always acting cute. Heheh.
Oh no.. my face here looks damn big. So close in lah the photo. Somemore beside Tingfang whose face so small. Appears even larger by comparison!
LOVE this photo.
This photo also evokes LOVE babbyae =)
Hehe. Wijaya and Tingfang.
The pictures for Teacher's Day turned out really well!!!! Haha. Seldom ok. I usually can't even bear to look at my photos. So sad no photos of teachers during the performance.
Ok, I shall go study Biology now. =) Or rather ATTEMPT to. Wish me luck =)
let your heart out.
let your heart out.
Anyways.. I shall ATTEMPT to study for Chemistry SPA now. Which is TOMORROW. I'm such the smartest girl ever.. Planned my timetable until study one day before O lvl.. Whoever does that. I am going to die.
let your heart out.
Hehe.. THRID post today.. Can't believe it.. But it's only becuase I forgot to post this picture... And I am too lazy to edit the last post.. Abit wierd lah everytime I try.. LOL I look grossest here out of all the rest
AND I still need to do Bio CA 2 Quiz. SUX. Haven't touched any of my homework yet! D-I-E!!!!
Hehe.. But I am in a SUPER DUPER GOOD MOOD NOW. My Adobe CS3 finally worked! (fan ban one) ALL THX TO JASON! Yay. YOU SOOOO SMART. Then.. Now shall go do Bio quiz. Asking people for help manzzz... I have not idea how to do everything!
let your heart out.
Gerald reminds me of someone although I dont' know who. Minghui reminds me of someone else also although I dont' know who. Lol.. I hate this. Why are people so alike. Everyone reminds me of someone. The world is so small =). Hehe.. some pics.. I hope I don't get sued by Mr Teh.. It's suppossedly copyrighted
WORKING WORKING
WORKING WORKING WORKING WORKING. At least I think we were... And that's Gerald there...
More work! I like this the best though ! my face looks smallER (still big) here! Haha! Its definitely because of my hair. Cover up my face. And I look super serious (as compared to the rest of the photos lah!)! But the situation here was NOT good. Something went terribly wrong with the game.... =(
Asri receiving our Certificate of Merit!
Us at our booth today at Suntec Convetion Hall
Asri looks so blur! Haha. Can you see me??? And thats Azman in the front.. Another Nice student leader. He gave us tips =) Although we still screwed up...
Me And Lydia. Hate my face here!
Our game poster - in case you didnt' know.. our game is called Nachfolger, follower in German - Don't you think our game poster is sooo nice! I'm proud of it ok! You better say its nice! Or I will bash you up. All thanks to Asri, Josephine, Lydia and Jason. =)I have photos of Mrs Low (principal) also.. Haha.. Shall not post it.. Later she come after me..
LOL.. no photos of Jason.. Because he was missing in action everytime we took photos. And he was late today.
let your heart out.
let your heart out.
Lol.. There's this guy who called in to the radio to get a date with this suppossedly hot guy and he sounds underage. Tsk Tsk.
let your heart out.
Why did I screw up today of all days!?!?!?!?
Really.. I don't feel so sad for myself then for so many other people who helped us so much and my team mates..
Sorry to my team mates for screwing up during presentation. I think I scared myself too much. Should have retained my cool.
Sorry to Gerald and Jason for spending so much time to help us. Then I had to spoil everything.
But all the same, THANK YOU to you too =)
Sigh... Didn't even go for tuition today because presentation ended so late. And I realised my dad is so nice. Waited for me for two hours on an empty stomach. And I thought he would scold me even though he didn't =).
let your heart out.
Nvm.. It's just another 2 more days I can pull through.
I just really want to thank my student leaders Gerald and Jason for being so nice and helping us! THANK YOU ( REALLY BIG ONE )
let your heart out.
let your heart out.