They're gonna clean up your looks
With all the lies in the books
To make a citizen out of you
Because they sleep with a gun
And keep an eye on you, son
So they can watch all the things you do
Because the drugs never work
They're gonna give you a smirk
'Cause they got methods of keeping you clean
They're gonna rip up your heads,
Your aspirations to shreds
Another cog in the murder machine
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
The boys and girls in the clique
The awful names that they stick
You're never gonna fit in much, kid
But if you're troubled and hurt
What you got under your shirt
Will make them pay for the things that they did
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
Ohhh yeah!
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
All together now!
Teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
[x2]
- Teenagers by My Chemical Romance
Ok anyway on Monday we had Elective Geog after a what five months break and we were loaded with homework. And well, smartass May reached school 30 min late and took 35 min to find us in the com lab. She is sooo blur. Then, we were duely informed that next year we might be getting Mrs Chua or Ms Leong. Haven't figured whether thats good or bad news. Because, with Mr Cheng, it's not so strict. I really dont' want to get thrown out of class just because of Elec Geog. And well, Mr cheng's lesson goes surprisingly fast. I hope the new teachers aren't really boring...Well, I guess with the new teachers we might be scoring better since they are more experienced and most probably better teachers...
Well, Geog was two periods long but it felt like half a period which is good. Maybe because, I was talking to Wijaya and May :D. Then we had Lit which was two periods but felt like four periods. Mrs Lim just recites the freaking lecture notes for us. Why the hell do we need a teacher to dictate for us for. She might as well just print the notes and let us do self study. That would be a much better use of my time. So duh I didn't listen to her and bloody waste time on my butt listening to her dictate to me. So how did I fruitfully use my time :D??? I did my Geog 60 questions MCQ for vegetation. Well, its just because I didn't finish it in class thats why I had to do it in Lit class. Well, it's not like I am Charlie from Heroes with super photogenic memory you know. I forgot everything. All return to teacher already. Well, after I finished, I still had extra time left! See that's how freaking long Lit lecture is. So, me being the very good girl who wants to score well for her o lvl chinese (which I most probably didn't) decided to read all my articles from Jiang. I went crazy lah. I couldn't absorb everything considering how chinese impaired I am. That's all from Monday since I can't remember anything else that happened. See I can't even remember what happened three or two days ( I suck at counting dates) ago how do you expect me to remember stuff from 4 months ago!! But what is really fresh in my mind is my lost exam papers...
Tuesday
Total slacking day. Holiday. Suppossed to be studying for chinese. But.. I decided to mope around my computer waiting for some kind nice souls to put up the newest episode of Heroes !! And i waited and waited and searched and searched for like 3 hours ok!. Quite dissappointed with the episode. Last episode was much much much nicer. But still it was nice.
Wasn't in a very good mood though, I was suppossed to go running. But I couldn't wake up. Shouldn't have slept at 1 yesterday..
Wednesday
Chinese O lvl and I totally died. Really died. I think I screwed my ying yong wen. Which doesn't really bother me since I screwed my EOYS ying yong wen too. But I screwed my bao zhang bao dao also!!!! FREAK. I should have done the one about discussing how to improve student-teacher relationship. Really I should have. I did that kind of essay for EOYS and it pulled my marks up. Except that one was more like bao zhang bao dao. Oh no.. Why I always make the wrong choice one. I very loser at choosing stufff. I hate myself so much. Hopefully I do better for my comphrehension. PLEASE PLEASE.
Well, after the exams, Feng Rong held us back for like 20 min. And I didn't know my dad was waiting for me for 20 min! And my phone sucks. I switched it on but I didnt' receive any smses at all. Then after like half an hour after I restarted it, I finally started receiving messages in wierd orders! I'm waiting for december / january to chnage my phone. Which reminds me that I need a new pair of spectacles too. All thanks to Melissa Leong. GAHHH. Well, back to my dad he decided to scold Feng Rong. He said she very stupid arh, should go and die lah etc etc. Then he pointed middle finger to this taxi driver in front of our car driving really slowly. Quite exciting to get driven by my dad lorh. :D Then we picked my mom and my two brothers up from NUH and we went to eat. ! Tonic soup. Very delicious. And I thought the black chicken was like black because they added stuff to it. Turns out its naturally black. I'm an idiot. Well, I love the chicken :D
TODAY AKA THURSDAY in case you didnt' know
Still can't find my papers. I'm freaking depressed. Then we had AMaths. I forgot to bring my ws. So I just read my Midsummer Night's Dream and like day dream.. And talk to May about linkin park concert.. Haha Don't think I'm going though.. My heart very pain arh waste so much money. Then TingFang arh very smart.. Her precious choco melted in her skirt. Everything had choco and she went to wash it. But still came back smelling like choco.
Then we had SS. As predicted, I didn't listen AGAIN. The whole 100 min down there wasted talking to May about our plan to do CIP, Study and Exercise together during the holidays. We couldn't decide on something and we just kept laughing. Luckily Mrs Wang didn't throw us out. I'm so going to fail SS. But one thing good. A lot of stuff she said today which wasn't in the lecture notes I learnt in the SS module I did for mid-years :D.
Then we had Chem which was so boring. Tried to listen very intensely.. Not bad ok. I somemore so nice help May copy who was studying for tomorrow's Bio SPA. Well, then we started gossiping like shit. Haha. Well, what do you expect from two girls. :D
Mr Cheng came in at the end of Chem before Lit and returned us our stuff. But he won't give me the answers to the MCQs.... But I finished the vegetation one ok! And I can swear on my life (and I really don't want to die ) that I WILL FINISH THE QUESTIONS BEFORE I CHECK... Nvm.. that's a small matter now. The ENGLISH AND LIT teachers should D-I-E. WAH LAO THEY ARE SUFFOCATING US WITH HW. THEY SUCK.
Lit was totally slacking time again.. Then we went running :D. Yay. I ran for 30 min !! Less then last week though. Never mind. Then TRIED, ATTEMPTED really lousily at playing basketball with May. I was sooo gooood I only scored twice. BOOHOOO. My aiming sucks.
Well, Mrs Low sucks more. She said she will put up notes for Bio Prac lah. Turns out its only two freaking points which I so freakingly know. I bet everyone else knows lah..
1. Read instructructions carefully before proceeding with experiment
2. Wash test tubes before starting the experiment. LIKE WTH.
let your heart out.
Today was a nice day. I finished my Alan Banks novel. It was great. VERY GOOD. Second one in the series I read. And I am so sad to find out that CCK library only has the two books I have read so far. I will find a way to get my hands on the rest of the series :D. Went for swimming to attempt burning off some of the fats. I totally did not succeed in doing that considering the amount I ate. I ate soooo much chu bi peng in the afternoon. But it was damn nice although my mom didn't like it much. Then I ate popiah. Then for dinner it was fish soup which wasn't too bad. Unfortunately I washed it down with mui cai + roasted duck + satay + sugercane + root beer + tangyuan + tau huay + chin chao + a pear. God my stomach felt like it was going to burst. I'm surprised I held all that in. Which reminds me, I feel like trying some of that beer my father brought home :D. If only human beings could eat and eat and eat and eat and not feel full and not put on weight and not become unhealthy from it. Won't that be great. Maybe not huh. I will be like bankrupt. The hawkers will be rich though.
The not so good part of today was the lizards. It's as if my house became a breeding ground for lizards over the last 2 weeks. Already in my room 2 lizards were caught. *Pukes* I hate lizards. And one of them slept overnight in my room *pukes more*. That entire night I practically didn't sleep a wink. Then today, I saw ANOTHER lizard. Which wasn't caught. GROSS. For that reason, I am keeping my window closed and locked for the rest of the year. DISGUSTING GECKOS. I'm not sure why I'm so scared of them either. They are suppossed to be good for killing pests. But I rather have flies around the house or whatnots. I can catch them. Not lizards though. They are gross. They are so fast and look gross and are dirty. And I haven't even came to the part about their gross sucker pads at their feet. The mere thought makes me want to puke. And they regenerative tails. And they have tongues that they can stick out and catch flies right. OMG. GROSSNESS. I HATE LIZARDS. There should be an anti lizard club. I will be the first to join. *Note to self: Future boyfriend/husband HAS HAS HAS to be able to catch lizards*
BUT. BUT. BUT something cheered me up. I finally found 'Wild Orchids' on Youtube. Chinese name: 再见萤光兰. Fantastic ok. I LOVED this show when it was showing. Then I missed the re-run. BECAUSE OF SCHOOL.. SIGH. Thomas Ong + Fann wong. *Melts*
let your heart out.
But well, at least I spent my day QUITE fruitfully.. Since I finished Heroes, and am waiting for the next episode to be showed next week, I have finally got down to trying Illustrator. All for my dad ok :D I drew this OK !!!
You know what, the flower isn't suppossed to be this colour. It's NOT blue. It's suppossed to be orange or whatever colour OTHER than blue. Hell, I'll change it tomorrow.
My eyes are closing.. going to botanical gardens tomorrow somemore. After that going out with Tingfang, Mel and Sub. Not sure why Sub is going since Tf is suppossed to be buying her present tomorrow.
let your heart out.
I'm NOT happy about tomorrow either. We are fully packed except for two lessons and school ends later. The teachers are BRAINLESS. I don't even know if they can spell brainless. They can't schedule Lit and Geog lessons together. We only go for one out of both lessons. So it doesn't clash! Why must they put them apart. Double lessons somemore. Waste our time. If not we can go back on time tomorrow. NO BRAIN. They should be killed by Sylar. And talking about Sylar. He reminds me of how the China people eat monkeys brains. Cut their skull into half, pour boiling water in while the monkey is still alive and eat the brain. Typical Sylar isn't it.
Not happy about chinese 'o' levels either. I just realised we have to get B3 and above to continue with higher chinese. Well, I better start brushing up my chinese now. I don't want to drop higher chinese. I can't believe I am so stupid to not know this. o.0 BUT I am not as brainless as the teachers ok !!!
I can't throw nor catch. I shit for the longest time. But UNO rocks.
let your heart out.
On another note, Heores rocks. It rocks. Like REALLY. I like Peter and Nathan. Naturally, since they are like one of the most popular main characters in the show. Hiro and Ando are hilarious. But then who really caught my attention was Zach from season 1. Too bad his not in the show anymore. What shit lah the manager. Portraying a gay character will harm his future career. Yeah WTV. Alejandro in the new season is so cool. He has got to be the sweetest brother ever together with Nathan. If ONLY I HAD AN OLDER BROTHER like them. Or maybe MY YOUNGER BROTHERS can be better to me considering Alejandro is younger than his sister. Well I can continue dreaming......All of you should watch it. ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO EITHER HAVE THE DVD OR BORROWED THE DISC. =) It's worth it.
let your heart out.
On a lighter note. My dad is like bugging me to shit everyday and I shit like what, once in 1 - 2 weeks. I think my rectum is like underdeveloped. Maybe it doesn't have enough muscles to contract. Or maybe there aren't enough nerves there to transmit the nerve impulses. The Biology is really getting to me man. So anyway my dad has been shoving fruits down my throat. And according to him, your shit has to float and not sink. If it sinks it is suppossedly called a sinker and it is unhealthy. So he asked me about my shit. I mean why would I look at my shit. So like obviously I said I don't know.. And he said I have to go look ok! Like what the hell. I think I should like go and check if there is any medical thing to it. Like is it really true. I have never heard of it before ok.
I really don't want to go to school on Monday.. Emaths, Amaths, Literature and Chemistry. All the subjects I screwed so badly. Well, I screwed everything so badly. So Monday to Wednesday I am just going to die. Wish me luck that I didn't screw so badly. Sigh....
let your heart out.