They're gonna clean up your looks
With all the lies in the books
To make a citizen out of you
Because they sleep with a gun
And keep an eye on you, son
So they can watch all the things you do
Because the drugs never work
They're gonna give you a smirk
'Cause they got methods of keeping you clean
They're gonna rip up your heads,
Your aspirations to shreds
Another cog in the murder machine
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
The boys and girls in the clique
The awful names that they stick
You're never gonna fit in much, kid
But if you're troubled and hurt
What you got under your shirt
Will make them pay for the things that they did
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
Ohhh yeah!
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
All together now!
Teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
[x2]
- Teenagers by My Chemical Romance
I can't believe how screwed up I am. I lost my exam papers which most people in their right frame of mind wouldn't do it. Unless you purposely had the intention to throw it away in a last ditch attempt to not kill your parents with the atrocious paper. Well I certainly didn't really need to do that. And I WANTED my exam papers. I WANTED it. And yet I LOST it.. Haven't really heard of anyone doing that before.. Well, sort of got over that until just. Just when I was looking for my Physics and Literature paper which I THOUGHT I had and had filed it up and couldn't find it. Well aren't I the neatest and most well organized girl ever. I managed to find my Lit.. but my Physics is gone. GONE. Can't bloody find it anywhere although I vividly remember dumping it into my drawer and suppossedly filing it up.. assuming I gave in to my mom's nagging. So right now there are 4 possibilites.. i. I threw it away by accident. ii. My mom threw it away thinking it was trash. The probability for this is EXTREMELY HIGH since her hobby seems to be throwing stuff away. iii. The paper is SOMEWHERE in my room.. hidden away from my VERY GOOD eyesight iv. I have wierd visions whereby I think I did something but actually didn't do.. well what are the possibilities of me doing so... maybe -1??.. Well, maybe a consoling factor would be that I found many other worksheets filed under the 'Lost and probably will never be able to find' category. Lots of filing to do tomorrow on X'mas day.
X'mas day tomorrow is going to be busy busy busy.. Filing, doing homework and wrapping my textbooks. This is because me in my screwed up life has been so lazy in this non productive holiday I didnt' do anything at all for the past 7 - 8 weeks????
This month sucks. Not only because of the abovementioned but also because of the bloody weather. Needs to stop raining in the EVENING so that I can go runninngggg.. Anyway the rain is making me depressed. I want to see the sun sometimes you know...
Went out today with Nicole, Sylvia, Jasmine, Wuqi and Aloysius..Watched National Treasure today. GREAT. At least it was funnyae... But I still dont' like Nicolas Cage whatever the movie is in. Diane Kruger is gorgeous.. Justin Something who plays Riley is freaking funny - The comedian and for me stole the show.. Or maybe his FABULOUS RED FERRARI IS SUCH A SCENE STEALER. Anybody wants to get it as a X'mas present for me since I have been such an OBEDIENT girl. But I felt so sad for the Mikhail (sp?)... The guy who died. I want to watch I am Legend and I think Will Smith rocks. From Cool Rapper decorated with Grammy Awards to Oscar nominee to funny guy to bad boy. And he rocks in all of them. VERSATILITY.
But really I think the movies this year all didn't really make much impact. Golden Compass seemed kinda wierd. A fantasy show which doesn't really look serious with two uber serious leads - Nicole Kidman and Daniel Craig.. But Nicole Kidman looks ethereal. Starlight was quite appealing but not the kind that really begs you to go to the cinema to buy a ticket worth 8 bucks and seat in the cinema for 2 + hours doing nothing but watching it. Maybe not for me.. But I really want to watch two movies for next year already ! Jumper looks freaking cool.. I would watch it even if just for Hayden Christiansen. =). But the preview just makes me want to watch it NOW. N-O-W. Chronicles of Narnia seems so attractive.. seems better than the last one. And I really want to watch it too.. Except not much time to spare for next year.
Another 1 + weeks before school reopens and hell breaks out.
Thank you TingFang and Jasmine again. XD
let your heart out.